i think i'm so dead :/ everyone is busy mugging away while i'm more or less slacking.

okay, i did study with fangqi at the library lors. and i met quite a few primary school friends and people, whom i feel like running away when i see them. hmmm. like bout almost one and a half chapter of bio and that's not exactly a lot. but well, studying together is so much better than studying alone too. but studying alone is easier to concentrate as well as getting distracted. hahahas. well, well...

urgh. i dont know lahs. mid-yr exams are driving me nuts and insane mann.

had an heart to heart talk with fangqi in the library today. was supposed to return books and leave, but we ended up walking in the library and borrowed more books and eventually sat down and talked.

it had been such a long time since we've been talking like this. hahahas. well, some of the things are just funny, i guess.

gonna really and seriously mug, though i know, it's hard for me

it's exactly a week down to mid-yr officially starts. so yup, which means there's only about one more week for me to cram whatever its needed into my brain cells. what a sad life. but think about it, exactly two weeks down and you are enjoying yourselves celebrating mid-yr exams being officially OVER. how nice is that?

mel and i got crazy over mid-yr and we pretended that today's the last paper on our way home. hahas. thinking about hols makes me go crazy, serious. the five days without school at all (: YAY!

hmmmm. i want mid-yr to come soon, cos i want holidays! and correction to mel's conclusion. i wouldnt be all the time lucky to scrape pass my chemistry tests everytime without studying for it because luck's not always on my side. let's both buck up for it alright!

today's paper one -shrugs-
i've got no comments. bye

the social studies source-based questions is driving me crazy. i dont know what crap it was talking about at all. so yeah, i shall not be bothered about it and its time to take a look at the formats for paper one stuffs tmr. so good luck people for paper one tmr!

mrCHOW gave us remedial lessons for physics today after school. there were gina, shana, meiying and me at first and stella, felicia, fangqi and mel came to join us later on after their oral. it was a pretty long session but we didnt feel that it was long at all bahs with all the fun and sweets and laughter, right? they were laughing at me, practically a SOTONG who was trying hard to understand what mrCHOW was teaching and i know, even he was trying not to laugh. but anyway, thanks to mrCHOW. hope i've really understand the stuffs and all. and yeah, gina and i fell in love with gradient!

and yes. happy mugging! it's like about a week before mid-yr comes and well, i've yet really revise and stuff ):

having to survive through days with mid-yrs round the corner really stinks. having to worry about how many days you have to revise really sucks. now's everyone seems to be cramming stuffs inside their heads and almost all the teachers seemed to be rushing their lessons. now, looking back, i really wonder what i've really done for the past, almost 5 months?

i really cant wait for the exams to be over, seriously. think about HOLIDAYS :D they seemed to be the only thing that brightens up my day now. lols. and yeah, think the class may be having a bbq during june holidays, or is it a chalet? hahahas. i dont know. anyway. seeya buddies and lots of luck for killer mid-yrs.

my last words.

I CAN'T STAND DISTRACTIONS.
and i realised i get swayed pretty easily, actually very

i did not revise or do any form of work since i reached home from clementi stadium yesterday. why? because sotongBOONYANG fainted again for two days. like finally, most of you have been wishing for me to faint every morning if i dont appear in school on time right? lols. so yeah, congrats to me.

i havent touch a single piece of assignment or anything else. all i know was to sleep. what a pig. and the bangala workers who were painting my block, scared me out of my wits and made me jump out of bed. can you imagine two bangala standing outside your window at 15 storey high in mid air, merely two metres away from where you are, knocking and scraping away at your window panes. scary. i thought it was some thief who had spiderman powers breaking in. hahahas.

and our dearest xie lao shi had gave me a call at six this beautiful saturday evening, telling me and meiying to report to woodlands regional library in full uni for library duty. what luck! there goes my sunny sunday, it's now all wasted in xie lao's hands ):

mid-year exams are drawing real near, in like two weeks' time? hmmm. really gotta buck up and pull my socks! that's because i dont wanna see my ptc in a total plop when my bro comes to collect the report book. hahahas. so yeah, it's gonna be lots of revision coming up. seeing people pia-ing (like melissa) makes me really stress. now, i can really feel the heat of mid-yrs.

it's gonna be sports meet tmr. hope that its gonna be fun though 304 is not participating at all. hahahas. we are still the helpers for tmr! yay! lols. it makes me happy to be able to scream at the secONEs and secTWOs once in a while! okays, i'm sadistic. that's all (:

seeya. back to revision /:

hmmm. what a day. supposed to sleep but well, i cant get to sleep. sians. today's biology paper was quite alright, not as tough as i expected. pray hard that i'll get a better results bahs.

chemistry was real suckish. well, my mcq answers are like: B,B,C,B,B,C,B. see, only one of the Cs and one of the Bs is what i really know how to do lor. and yeah, the rest of the answers are filled in with Bs. guess i gotta face up to the fact that i really need a chemistry tutor. bro's helping me to find one. think i really got a big problem understandng princess yvonne's lessons.

went to mac today with mel, meiying, enna, rosie today. long time never chat and crap like today liaos. hmmmm. really miss all the time in twofour2005. haish. how i wish time goes back?

super tired today. reached home at four-thirty due to the super heavy rain and yeah, should have left earlier cos the rain was less heavy then. well, wrong judgement of waiting for the rain to stop yeah. but all thanks to FELICIA to send enna, ying and i to the 96 by cab before she left for home! that save us a lot from the rain yeah (:

there's two tests tmr, biology and chemistry. what a doom day ahead with maths as the first two lessons, they would have already killed most of my brain cells -shrugs-

guess i'll be studying late into the night but yeah, i wonder will i ever have such determination to resist the temptation of falling asleep? lols. hmmm. gotta focus on bio cos no matter if i study chemistry or not, i believe that the results is still gonna be the same so yeah. lols.

i'm looking forward to mid-yrs being OVER. hahahas. think about the holidays and the days when the teacher no longer rushes their lessons and no one stressing about exams. wow, how nice can that be? hmmmm. if only there isnt mid-yrs at all. hahahahas. yes, if only. there we go, back to reality; back to work ):

okay people. no more weird posts from me now. sorry lah buddies, that you guys got to put up with my changing and erratic temper in the past few days. especially to mel, who became totally pissed when i told her off, asking her to stop bothering bout me yeah. hmmmm. thanks to all people who tagged and asked me to take care and stuff and yeah, things arent bothering me so much now. hahahas. nbm, you guys shouldnt know what am i rumbling about anyway.

so yeah, spent this holiday at home sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and not doing anything else. well, sleeping my time away is a really good form of entertainment, really. hahahas. especially when the weather is so cooling, superb for rotting inside your cozy warm blanket.

that's all for the day yeah. my days are boring. bye

i find myself in silence, because i dont know how to laugh anymore. i'm tired of all the things that i'm facing and ahead of all these, i'm even more afraid to let go...

in fear, yet i dont feel it and i see no tears.

tefu said something pretty meaningful today when he and meiying joked on the way when we were walking down the stairs. let me quote what he had said...

live everyday as though it is the last day.

then, you ask yourself this one time. did you really live your everyday as though it is your last day? well, i dont know whether were tefu's words being positive or negative. but yeah, as for me, i never though of living my everyday as my last day, because i thought that i would always have tomorrow before of me.

sometimes, i really wonder... why people keep di-siaoing me every single day? hmmm. it never occurs to me that there's a day when i would not receive teasing and suan-ing stuffs from my buddies.

well, i dont mind having them to laugh at my sotong-ness, my usual messy hair, the way i drop my books and stuffs which ivy, fangqi and meiying to pick up for me, enna calling me a burnt cookie, fangqi calling me stupid at times, they reminding me of certain silly phrases which i mentioned before, treating me like a enunch and some crazy fellow who bears volcanic traits.

to me, its really nice to see your friends laughing and smiling because of you. come'on, im not saying that im super great or whatsoever. but its like, your stupid and silly gestures could cheer the people around you up, isnt that a good thing?

i've always know that life is really fragile. i'm fearful for the time to see my loved one lie in the coffin one day. not only that, i'm afraid that there may be one day that i wouldnt be able to come to school and my friends had no one to laugh at anymore. till then, will anyone still be thinking of this stupid BY and would they be as happy as what they are now?

enough rumblings for the day. yes, i'm really feeling weird inside out today. haish...

i haven been blogging for three days already. let me recollect the happenings again...

this weekend had been ultimately high and fun for me (: well, perhaps this one last time before mid-year comes. lols. and yeah, all thanks to LADY ying who made the day utterly special! went out with ying on saturday. having only two of us at kbox doesnt mean no fun. in fact, both of us went bonkers inside with all the songs! hahahas. yeah, i want to mention that her voice resembles angela zhang! lols. and yeah, why only two people in kbox? because the rest won't sing, they'll only be spending money for no good cause with the exception of justin wee who will probably spoil both your ear drums. we headed to town and we bought levi's jeans while i got a puma belt too.

spent my sunday over at my aunt's place. browsing through my cousin's wedding album and i saw what i shouldnt see ): headed to bugis with aunt and daddy and yeah, went to taka again and headed home with a cake. lols

monday blues. back in school means work and more work. and i dislike running! hahahas. the guys in our class is sick and well, hilarious. sometimes, i wonder are they really guys, or gay? whahahahahahahs

seeya. back to work.

the enrichment this week was chemistry. it was crap, seriously. spent an hour sitting in the auditorium in vain listening to mrs lim (303's chemistry teacher) in her super high-pitched voice with our school's super loud microphone. she got eugene and other three guys up on stage to go some crazy singapore idol forfeit and yeah, its not funny at all lors cos im not laughing. this dragged our dismissal time even longer.

enna gave us sweets to eat. that was so nice yet unusual of her. lols. so yeah, its definitely worth mentioning! and i realised friday is practicals' day. physics and bio. the physics portfolio killed me totally. and yeah, 304 turned into a disco during lunchtime. all thanks to stella and our always-so-crazy chairman tick meng. and yeah, fel, mel, enna, ying and i were talking about some topics during lunch, think its 'woah'. hahahas. knew things we didnt in the past.

im looking forward to tomorrow!
its the ying and yang theme!

school's okay as usual. the pathetic number of six guys in our class had been awfully hilarious. it was total crap during bio and chemistry mann.

first, it was bio. was learning the alimentary canal of the digestive system and the guys got crazy over the word 'rectum' and 'anus'. especially jun he who started asking mrs tan very stupid and silly question, making the whole class laugh like hell.

second, it was chemistry. junhe, again, wanted to answer all the chemistry questions that we were going thru and he just never failed to make the class as well as our princess yvonne lim to laugh like lunatics.

gained ourselves four free periods because ms poon and ms vidya were absent. mr peh came in during vidya's lesson and he started playing some mp3s on his laptop. hahahas. there came this james blunt - you're beautiful. lols. i got high over the song and fel said something bout it but i forgot. and yan wei said that he wanted to hug xinxuan before he hugs jiwei. hahahas. that's rather saddening! the class cracked up and it turned to become some chaos lors. hahahas. damn funny.

alright, i've successfully blogged. stay tuned for my next entry bout my simple life yeah (:

SNEEZE. SNEEZE. SNEEZE

have been lying in my bed all day long, sneezing. fever had arise and sighs, sneezing drives me crazy. mommy got that some panadol drinking thing for me and it sucks terribly! so damn bitter and yucky! ewww. guess its nice packaging had got me fooled. like how my one and only good friend who pranked me before april's fools ended at yesterday's midnight hors?

daddy and mommy da-baoed me good food but my running nose took away all my interests in them. guess how sad my life could be. haven't do chinese compo and yeah, social studies. i think im so gonna flunk it tomorrow ): seeya

mel called earlier just now and asked me about social studies. that had reminded me about monday's social studies test which i thought it was on wednesday. well, left all my notes and textbook in school, only left with the powerpoint slides. but josephine is helping me to scan one of the notes that is going to be helpful! yay!

hahas the house had been awfully peaceful today. cos daddy and mommy are away in m'sia having fun, bro's too busy at work and isnt at home. but yeah, i'm still having a good time at home after sleeping for 12 hours straight. sleeping my time away one of my greatest hobby and interest. and i feel contented sipping my ice cream soda, sitting in front of my computer, chatting with my bro who is in the office via msn while i watch soccer as i do my geography assignment. it was such a perfect saturday night, only with the exception that newcastle is leading tottenham by 3-1. lols. yeah, glad that my tv is so near to my table and comp. hahas. sometimes, im contented with who i am and what i am. lalalas.

hahahas. im still looking forward to sleeping later on, though i've slept quite a lot since yesterday (: whahahahahahas. what a pig...

the weekend is finally here again! a week passes really fast mann. hahas. not going back to m'sia makes me rather sad. but nevermind, daddy promised me to da-bao me good food back! whahahahahas. i just cant stop thinking about the roti prata next to the sunday market, the malay fried beehoon, nasi dagang and curry puffs from the market! the mee goreng and that ever so tasty chendol! though the da-baoed back one is definitely not as tasty as eating there but its still food! seriously, thinking of it makes my mouth water already...

lalalas. other than thinking about food, im not thinking about anything else! hahas. food is driving me crazy despite the fact that im really getting sick liaos. hahas. nevermind. good food on sunday, yay!