Hello, new phone :D

It was no longer like the old times where you can't get enough of touching the new gadget. Try the camera, start texting your friends, play the games all day long. Guess all these have already became a thing of the past.

Can't actually believe that I'm hitting the number two in just a couple of months time. People actually say when you hit 20, it will be very soon where you say hi to 30. I wonder how is that so? The earth don't exactly spin faster after you're 20 right? Or is it that when it is then, we doesn't seem to slow down? We didn't want to or we can't? So it is plainly because somewhere deep down in our hearts, we know that time is running out?

Sometimes when I seriously sit down and surf facebook, meaning not playing games, then I really wonder how much people around me have grown. Then I can't help but ask myself, what have I done to myself all these years?

Is it because I don't want and I don't bother to or it is all due to my personality that resist changes. But its human nature to adapt to what they used to have, isn't it?

Its mid-week and time really passed so fast. I skipped having a nap today to tidy my bedroom, as usual it gets messy after a while. Table's all piled up with stuff and all, so not productive for work.

Time passed kind of slow without sleeping, really.

It has become to attract that extra bit of attention and not sharing.

"Everything About Fries" was not very fantastic, so-so kind of stuff. But the crowd of there, the crowd's always there in Holland Village on Saturdays. As usual, we talked a lot, ate quite a lot and moved around quite a lot. It has become a routine for us to end up in a fast food outlet eventually. Previously it was Burger King and now, Wendy's.

I just occurred to me that when you talk to some people, you just seem to go on and on. Partly because the other party usually thinks alike as you do and share your sentiment. Most of the time, responds in a way where it comforts you.

Just realised that Wendy's not that expensive after all. The somewhat Mos Burger standard. Shall try it some day :)

I think I had to brace up and have a little more courage...

I started to have the habit to reading the free newspaper in the morning. Somehow I can't miss the Chinese entertainment section.

By the way its Children's Day next Friday. An occasion that none of us has actually celebrated for a long time but for this time round, I actually had to start shopping for gifts for kiddos. Shall do it over this weekend ;)

Today I got reminded of the conversation that Ronald and I had a few weeks back. "It's the name United States that puts you in awe". I wonder would things be different if it was like South Africa, or Zimbabwe? Honestly, I would pretty much like to meet that guy, he really has got some depth too.

Honestly, it has been some time since I see numbers starting with 9 and distinctions in my grades. Hurray to Acct :D

I finally gave in to temptation. I think I couldn't wait that long actually, I am kind of an impatient human being.

So say hello to early termination. Goodbye dear cash, $235 = 18 months contract.

Working hard, mugging hard and emailing my lecturer at 4am to make clarifications.

I bet he must be silently telling himself that luckily he did not give his mobile number, or else I think I might beat that freak who phoned him at 12 midnight to ask him questions.

真是越夜越静，越夜越寂寞啊。有一股冲动，像这样一直读下去到天亮。不知道为什么似乎也有这样的精神？

Secretly as I look at my blue fingernails as I typed, I felt kind of high :D

You know I kinda want to buy that Nike T-shirt badly but I don't understand what is that force that has been stopping me!

I've been somewhat thinking about meeting up with people after my exams next week to have dinners. You know I'm somewhat missing Holland V, though I don't exactly frequent that place much but yeah, I just felt like eating there again on a Friday night. Like really unwind and feel the atmosphere, look at the people and maybe laugh at them or the nonsense I make out of them.

But dinners can only be arranged after I get a replacement for my phone. This anticipation is kind of killing me. Not that I can't live without a mobile, I'm not that kind of person but I am the kind of person who needs an answer. Like don't drag the days on and stuff, you stupid telco!

I'm servicing my phone line, paying my telco for the past 10 over days, feeding them with money for nothing because I've suspended my line and I don't use it. This bloody point makes my blood boil.

At times, I get paranoid. I wonder am I missing out my relief sessions (in another words, money!) because that woman can't get through my line. This point makes my blood doubly boil!!

Moment like this, I've got no choice but resort to Facebook - where I've successful contacted Rosie. Since I never seem to get through her mobile, I also don't know why.

发觉没事的时候，做做白日梦是一种解压的方法。对我而言，自言自语不只是让我的生活添加乐趣，也是让自己多了解自己的管道吧。

I'm unreachable for this week through mobile. Now, I do feel the loss and the lost, though I've always thought I'm not dependable on you :(

You know I felt stuck, my hands are tied. I don't know what to do or how to response, all I do is wait. Waiting for the damn call. And I know it's not exactly gonna help, simply patronising me actually.

At times I thought I could like play punk and stop using it altogether. But how silly for that because I have to service the line for another i-don't-know-how-long period.

They felt like I deserve it you know, deserve to be stuck like this. What morons can they be sometimes. Simply taking this advantage to project the unhappiness from someone else onto me all at once, giving me the double. They could be smiling inside you know, if they actually knows this mess is getting nowhere near to clear.

For anyone and everyone, there will always be a day in life that marks a brand new beginning of a new phase or stage. Be it the first day of college or the first day of work, it will be a day that you look forward to.

The anticipation disperse when the day finally comes and you'll soon realise that it might not be that special after all when the day comes to an end.

Watched "Unriddle" finally episode last night. 总觉得结局有一点无厘头？可能是因为我是一个喜欢东西和结局完整和原满的人吧...