all i can say is, goodbye.

one will know how one fare, you can't fool yourself, isn't that so? the fact is that i just got no confidence at all.

i don't feel sad or anything, it's all over anyway. thanks to the character traits in me, wo kan de hen kai...

oh yeah, diana, the horbit (is this the right spelling?), don't brood over the physics spa. look on the bright side okay!

fangqi, the girl who's afraid of the flying panties, says that we shouldn't write about deaths in our diary. just in case you really die, people read it and saw that the page number where you written the entry is the date that you die. fangqi, by the way, this is my 199th entry. but it seems that there's no date that resemble 199, oh well.

maybe its because of fangqi talking about deaths, i imagined myself being knocked down by a car when i was on the bus, on the way back home.

and perhaps its because of diana talking about dying before you even sit in for o'levels, i wondered to myself what if i really got knocked down by the car before i even get to sit for my examinations.

i think i'll cry if that happens to me because after all the time studying, you die even before you sat for the exams. can't imagine man.

oh, i can't help but wonder what happened to my brother. because he's starting to sound like hendy over the msn. hmmm, since when they knew each other?

social studies test tmr. got to study but well, to think that i've got time to do this blogskin. well, it didnt take long anyway, because the layout was felicia's old blogskin. just did the tiny modifications to make it look a little different. hahahaha.

wheeeee. maybe i should really jump and forget tomorrow.

don't think about the biology test today. i'm so bloody, damn it, careless. i pray hard that carelessness don't act up tomorrow and screw up that bloody important test!

physics test tomorrow too, i think i can go bang the wall. mrCHOW must be waiting to write, "can't you do better" on my test paper when he gets it.

please. let this week be over soooooooon.

i'm glad that its already tuesday! i'm waiting for friday! hahahaha. just like meiying!

oh yeah. must mention that wong did not come today! so say goodbye to the five whole periods of maths, which is inclusive of the remedial, of course! almost the entire class is wondering whether she's pregnant.

bye world

this week officially just started but i can't wait till it's over.

before i could survive through the week, i've been mentally planning what i want to do in the coming weekend! hahahahaha and i'm suddenly so looking forward to chinese new year. i don't know why. despite the fact that when chinese new year comes, it's gonna be common test soon.

damn it. damn it. damn it

hahahaha and i suddenly think that it isnt that bad to be at school. oh God, this is such an irony. and after physics lesson today, i realised that i miss reading the bible. so long since i last touched it.

hmmmm. and things let me off thinking...

REJOICE. it's FRIDAY!

one week passed, and its like zoooooom, it's over.

school's filled with tests, especially next week as its like we're having tests every single day. and wong's having some sort of pms, her mood's like haywired everyday. the class is getting noisier too, i don't know why.

thank God that I've passed my physics. i must bloody do well for the moments test because the last question for dynamics was so damn wasted!

had library today. meiying and i were like coolies today. but thanks to the fact that we're coolies, we got the time to sit back in the office and enjoy our own private aircon and not get screamed at by EC.

fangqi was like extremely stressed. whenever we say that we're planning to eat steamboat or go to JJC's love fiesta or anything along that line, she will say that she want to study. it really sounds like she's studying 24/7, won't study will die. hahahahaha please my ai ren, chill it and relax, besides studying!

oh yeah, and its fun gossiping and laughing at people. try it, it will really makes your day! like felicia lee says, gossiping makes your face radiant! LOL

and side note to fel! dont zzz me! whenever i visit your blog. i see pi, pi and more pi(s). hahahahaha your poor old mother is getting jealous man. lol

okay. love the time to rest at home for these two days, although the fever and the terrible headache is driving me crazy. but well, kinda missed everything at school. can't see the usual bunch of kids make me miss them more than ever. lol touched right?

and yeah, went to fel's blog then saw the words: physics test. can anyone please tell me when is it? hahahaha. guess the headache had caused a huge memory loss in me.

that's why i felt so happy

sorry guys, but i want to tell you all that i didnt want my birthday to last forever. because this term doesnt exist at all. the fact is that there is no forever, no eternity...

alright, i know this is late but well, still want to thank all of you to make me have a wonderful birthday. the so many of you who remembers my birthday. january is always a busy month, especially the first few days because everyone is adjusting to the back-to-school kind of life.

i want to thank you guys who wished me happy birthday, gave me presents, so on and so for. great thanks to (in alphabetical order): bright, christine, christopher, diana, enna, fangqi, felicia, gina, hendy, jasmine, jianqing, jiayi, josephine, junjie, kerong, meiying, melissa, michelle, rosie, samuel, sara, stella, vivian, wenya and the rest, who i cant remember who, so yup :D

thanks for singing birthday songs for me! that's of course my best bunch of buddies and the 404 peeps (:

oh yeah. and happy belated birthday to sara (7th jan), fangqi and samuel (8th jan) and hendy (12th jan)! january is a special month! baby blooming month!

and last but not least. i love all of you in one way or another...

okay. today is the day

utmost thanks to daddy and mummy for bringing me to this beautiful world (:

love all of you always (:

welcoming 2007!

so, we went down to the marina area to celebrate kerong's birthday as well as for the countdown! all thanks to me, because i wanted to watch the fireworks very much!

esplanade was way too crowded when we tried to go over there to "book" seats at 8.30 when the fireworks display is at midnight. so we chose to sit outside marina square but our view is being blocked by the building next to esplanade so the "lower" fireworks cannot be seen.

and it rained at around 10, and we were one of the very few with ponchos :D the rain just made the people disperse into the shelters and we were one of the minority who were able to stay where we are. apparently, there's some people who are simply jealous of our umbrella and ponchos.

so we become the distinctive "blue people" at marina square (;

later on, the rain stopped and it drew people back to the outside. it became squeezy again and all we wanted then was for the rain to come back. oh well, it didnt so we started to play with sparklers!

we did have fun all the way from 9 to 12. the hours passed faster than we all expected. hahahaha we were like having a picnic, its was awesome :D

then the much awaited moment come! it's 12 sharp and we witnessed the ultra-expensive 8 minute fireworks that we, as singaporeans, paid for. hahahaha

thanks to bright for taking the pictures (:

(sorry, i can't upload the pics, i also don't know why so I'll do it another time yup)