Happy leap year...?

I'm not exactly sure what am I feeling now. Turns out that I didn't managed to scrap pass my finance module - though it was something within expectation but still, was kind of down still after that pretty much of hoping, praying and keeping my fingers crossed for a pass.

Well. Like everyone told me: it's okay and don't need to feel kek sim and bo bian must try again because who ask me to fail core unit?!

Was feeling tore apart about whether to drop the entire finance major but here's two entire school of thoughts which both make sense...

Don't know where to go.

Guess I had not felt this lost even after a levels. I think here I am at this junction where I know what's important to me, knowing the direction to go but I didn't know which path to take. Major dilemma now

The mind's running wild once more.

It's kinda weird of me. I wonder why am I entertaining those senseless thoughts and nonsense again. What a brainless toad I am... I guess it's just a cycle, just like the woman's monthly thingy. Perhaps that's the way to keep my mind balance subconsciously without me noticing it.

Feeling loved.

It doesn't matter it is by who but more often than not, it always feel good to know that there'll always be someone out there who truly loves you for who you are.

And of course, always there supporting and rooting for you.

It has been long since...

Many things on the mind lately.

Wishing for a little more time, a little more freedom and a little more courage. Sometimes I'm a little surprised at how a little weakling I can become. Or am shock at myself, for that hypocritical false front that I may be putting up, fooling yours truly even.

While we all know that silence is golden, we just can't help it but want to break the silence isn't it?

I hope the next three months will past by more breezily.

Sincerely keeping my fingers cross and may good luck be bestowed to me

I will thank whoever that is blessing you xx