tell me people. if your dad starts screaming at you not because of your results but plainly because your form teacher wants to see him and discuss about your performance in school, what would you do? daddy now wishes to speak to her and hopes to screw her through the phone or something and he sounded like he's really going to do that.

so dad was like shouting, "why didnt you tell your teacher that your dad is trained in spain and he practically behaves like a bull. he won't listen to you and would possibly screw you and give you some bullshit nonsense & ungraceful words which you can't stand... if she really wants me to go down to the school, i bloody hell can. but i'm not sure if she wants to see me for another time!"

oh God, i wonder why is my dad so "understanding" and so "supportive" of me. and mom was laughing like some lunatic when i told her that if dad sees my teacher, he'll probably kill two lives in one go.

when you have such a dad and mom who would possibly not attend more than one parents-teachers meeting, then you'll need a brother, who is 16 years older than you, that would become the bridge between the family and the school.

yeah right. i'm going to start studying right away and deliver the expected results that the teachers want to see from me. although it says in the progress report that i'm taking my studies very seriously, i myself would like to know where i've gone wrong and not delivering what i want to see for myself as well.

leave the not so happy things aside first. just to inform my friends that i've spent a great weekend in a isolated little place back in daddy's hometown last weekend. talked to cousins and relatives, had good food and fun time with sao-mu-ing. lol its a relaxing weekend away from this taxing city and going back to the embrace of the rural (okay, not that rural after all)

and i like this picture a lot. i think it was pretty nicely taken (:


i really hope to go back here with the seven of them when we grow up or something (not to sao mu though) because i sort of think that they will like it, i don't know why, especially rosie. because it seems that she like the beach too much!


bye world. it's gonna be a tough time for the next few months or so. both in academically and emotionally. it's a fierce fight that i have to put up for myself, to prove my worth, to show that i'm not here for nothing. i may not be perfect or terrific, but i just don't think that i'm not exactly that worse off in some aspects. perhaps there's certain things that i can't do as greatly as some other people, but i just don't think that i'm lousy because no one is lousy after all.