hmmmm. wasnt in my best of mood in school. sorry to all of you guys if i had ignored and had some form of attitude on you while thanks to all of those who had attempted to make me feel better despite not knowing how come i was liddat.

well, i dont really want to say anything bout some matter anymore. but yeah, we should adapt to where we are now and there's no point of looking back and thinking of the past. because this world is kinda cruel in some sense. regardless of how much effort you had put in for certain things, you may not be appreciated fully. and regardless of how much you wanna do well for something, you may not be given the chance to. i believed that things that had happened did happen for a reason. maybe He made it happen because if i were to be the one doing it, i wouldnt be happy and i may not be doing my best and worse still, i may even ruin things and cause unnecessary things to occur. whatever He had decided was for the best for me, i supposed.

even if this world is gonna be cruel, its not gonna put down my moral to strive and climb higher. that's not the right attitude to work, right? and yes, physics was okay this time round (: