I haven't felt like I am such a hypocrite for many years, so long that I can't remember. It was in the recent weeks where I finally said things that I don't really meant from deep down in my heart. Till these few days where I put a big wide grin on my face and said things full of sarcasm, hidden meanings that kids probably don't discover.
And to think that my colleague actually told me that I could be a really dedicated teacher. I honestly don't think I can do that when my students do not show me with that basic respect that I ought to deserve?
This made me came to realise that I wasn't a very polite student in my secondary school days. The chemistry class and the chemistry teacher, don't you all remember? But at least I don't raise my voice and shout across the class at him, do I?
Talking about karma now, I guess. What comes, comes around?
Hardly have much time for myself, missing the good, old peaceful days. The weekends ever since when I've started working were mostly spent with the family. The weekdays have been busy, so much that I think I've lesser time for them. Brother actually told me over the phone tonight, asking me to come home earlier so that we can have dinner as a family. Haven't felt so sweet and welcomed for a long time...
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