all i can say is, goodbye.

one will know how one fare, you can't fool yourself, isn't that so? the fact is that i just got no confidence at all.

i don't feel sad or anything, it's all over anyway. thanks to the character traits in me, wo kan de hen kai...

oh yeah, diana, the horbit (is this the right spelling?), don't brood over the physics spa. look on the bright side okay!

fangqi, the girl who's afraid of the flying panties, says that we shouldn't write about deaths in our diary. just in case you really die, people read it and saw that the page number where you written the entry is the date that you die. fangqi, by the way, this is my 199th entry. but it seems that there's no date that resemble 199, oh well.

maybe its because of fangqi talking about deaths, i imagined myself being knocked down by a car when i was on the bus, on the way back home.

and perhaps its because of diana talking about dying before you even sit in for o'levels, i wondered to myself what if i really got knocked down by the car before i even get to sit for my examinations.

i think i'll cry if that happens to me because after all the time studying, you die even before you sat for the exams. can't imagine man.

oh, i can't help but wonder what happened to my brother. because he's starting to sound like hendy over the msn. hmmm, since when they knew each other?

social studies test tmr. got to study but well, to think that i've got time to do this blogskin. well, it didnt take long anyway, because the layout was felicia's old blogskin. just did the tiny modifications to make it look a little different. hahahaha.

wheeeee. maybe i should really jump and forget tomorrow.

don't think about the biology test today. i'm so bloody, damn it, careless. i pray hard that carelessness don't act up tomorrow and screw up that bloody important test!

physics test tomorrow too, i think i can go bang the wall. mrCHOW must be waiting to write, "can't you do better" on my test paper when he gets it.

please. let this week be over soooooooon.

i'm glad that its already tuesday! i'm waiting for friday! hahahaha. just like meiying!

oh yeah. must mention that wong did not come today! so say goodbye to the five whole periods of maths, which is inclusive of the remedial, of course! almost the entire class is wondering whether she's pregnant.

bye world

this week officially just started but i can't wait till it's over.

before i could survive through the week, i've been mentally planning what i want to do in the coming weekend! hahahahaha and i'm suddenly so looking forward to chinese new year. i don't know why. despite the fact that when chinese new year comes, it's gonna be common test soon.

damn it. damn it. damn it

hahahaha and i suddenly think that it isnt that bad to be at school. oh God, this is such an irony. and after physics lesson today, i realised that i miss reading the bible. so long since i last touched it.

hmmmm. and things let me off thinking...